'Tis growing bit by bit
The feeling of parting with friends
with neighbours,with custodians
with people whom I have shared my two years
The feeling of leaving MICAIts making me restless!
Its growing.......leaving me sad and denied of this world
Some of the faces maybe I shall see no more
Some whom I claim to be my soulmates may not be there with me
I am indeed restless
Whom should I thank and what for?
I never thought that this death was so early a coming!
That departure was indeed "The Truth"
I sigh and gasp for some wisdom
Maybe some counter rationality that whatever is happening is happening for better!
But why is my heart stuck at my past?
How long will I long for my past and bask in its ruins?
How long shall I avoid the constant change in my present?
How long shall I neglect my future and accept the fact that it is indeed time to go?
I think I shall take a while....a while....a piece of time away from truth to re-enter it with a stronger heart!
Until then......sigh....sigh...
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Nostalgia will forever remain. Hope lies in the premise that the future holds enough good to evoke only fond memories of the past, and not sadness.
Hang in there, what is to come is good too:)
hehe... this reminded me of one of my earlier posts.
Looking back and wondering "what if..." and "wish I had..." and "wish I had not..." is something I'm used to doing too. Letting go is not something I'm used to though.
People, places we have grown to love or hate - but still very much a part of our lives.
We could try to make the last few days here as memorable as possible though.
:) Mrinu4 - don't feel so bad. We're moving to a place that can be better, you know.
Come over to my place in Bombay sometimes. We'll reminiscence over dinner. And nimbu paani.
And garam tava and the rolled up chapati!!!
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