Reminiscence of My Life.....

I am Nervous! Yet I do not know why?.....


Unmomentness….


Mind loses to understand
the moment of truth that I currently stand
Love lost and castaway
I wish my life was taken ... away

The trees above me shed leaves....
as they fall on my sleeves
that it is time to bid goodbye
pack the past and bid with a sigh

Like a scavenger I gather them a handful
join my hands to heap them ...full
but truant wind comes by
sieving all that gather to dust dry!


As I take a backward step and behold
I repeat the verse that was always told
Why do I stand forsaken...
lost in the sea of unmomentness?
perhaps the wind wishes to break the calmness!


The leaves crumple under my feet
as I walk down the deserted lane
hopelessly wandering
patiently wanting......
this moment to end.....


down an ally as I gather up my grit
I hear a voice full of wit
Behold yourself for what you are
you could rise above the tar!

I hold myself to the voice strong
as I draw a puff..... long
…..and make way for home
I end my heart to roam....

The next morning is calm
Sun soothing and balm
A puff across the window pane
and the last night feelings begin to wane...

As the sun strokes my arms
everything begins to calm...
I decide to call it a day
and lead the journey another way...


A smile flashes, wiping misty eyes....
yesterday is gone... nothing to despise...
I begin a journey taking another road...

with sky in hand and the heat of sun....
my journey begins....again.....